September 17, 2011

sink me in the river at dawn

As busy as I am with work, it's funny how I still feel like I'm being unproductive and a lingering feeling of void still exists.

Looking back at my past blogs, if there's one thing I've noticed it's been the same pattern every summer. A pattern of heart broken relationships, self destructive behavior and self renewal. It's around this time when I get that funny feeling, a feeling of anticipation to prepare myself for the worst. It's sad to acknowledge that I've let this pattern occur for the past couple of years with just empty intentions of changing my own life.

I feel like it's about time to stray away from this pattern and just buckle down.

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