October 31, 2011

Escape From Wonderland | Irvine, California

My first SoCal massive and it was definitely one of the best events I've ever been to. No words can explain how much fun Escape was; from the talents, bonding with friends, friendly crowd and large venue. This event definitely made me excited for future events and made me miss being in Irvine, but on the brighter side it's left me with good feelings. I haven't been this happy in a while. 
Until next time SoCal! 

we own the night

Is it alright if I'm with you for the night?Hope you don't mind, if you stay by my sideWe can drive in your car somewhere into the dark,Pull over and watch the starsWe can dance, we can sing, do whatever you thinkAs long as I'm with you
When we are together is the time of our livesWe can do whatever, be whoever we likeSpend the weekend dancing, 'cause we sleep when we dieDon't have to worry 'bout nothingWe own the night

October 18, 2011

Starting to get the hang of things

I'm finally getting back into school girl mode, it was about time! Now that I got a feel for how all my classes are like, it's all a matter of time management. I'm motivated to transfer out and move to SF, my goals are still a long way a way but as long as I'm getting there in baby steps I'll be happy.

Motivation seems to be a reoccurring theme this week, from school to even wellness. I feel like I'm going through my improve wellness phase. Decided to eat healthier (i.e. cutting out soda), exercising again and allowing myself some good quality rest when possible from now on. I ran for the first time today and to be quite honest it was rough, but with a little regularity and drive I'll be back to where I wanna be. My goals to  do intervals of ab and leg work outs and cardio three times a week. Probably not on the days I have work, my schedule would be too cramped.

So here's to motivation and to those who help you want to be a better person in more ways than one.


October 16, 2011

Weddings are always entertaining

The family and I headed to Oakland to attend my dad's best man's wedding dinner reception. From people watching with my brother, making fun of drunk people, eating delicious food and drinking red wine with my mother it was an event that made this week a little more brighter. The wedding was also touching, weddings are so ... interestingly fun.

October 10, 2011

Old friend, why you so shy?


It's already the start of the third week of school and I'm still not getting back into rhythm, it feels so strange. I still feel so behind in terms of school and for some reason life experiences. I am in dire need of living and getting away. I'm pushing myself to be more driven in school and mentally I'm all for it, but physically it's not working out so well. I don't know if it's laziness, the fact that I sleep less than 5 hours every night or working on the weekends with difficult customers that's got to me.

I keep catching myself wanting to do more, even though I feel like I'm busy enough ... I honestly don't think I am. This constant need to do bigger and better things is not helping me sleep at night, might I add. There's so many goals and aspirations I wish to reach, but at this point it all seems so distant. With this being said, I still feel so behind being at the age I am and I wish I could've done more in my life than I have so far.

My life right now seems really strange, it almost feels unreal like I've lost touch with reality for a while and reality is starting to come down on me like bricks.