December 24, 2011

Christmas Eve

This year Christmas was celebrated on Christmas Eve and on Christmas Day, there was so much to do with so little time! I woke up to having this wonderful comp. package delivered by Sugarlips Apparel, containing a beautiful leather trimmed black cardigan. We had all the kids over to make ginger bread houses, feasted and ended up opening presents around the Christmas tree.

December 16, 2011

Starting and ending my Friday right!

 

Started off my Friday morning with having take out Dim Sum at Khoa's house. Ended up working dinner shift and contemplated going to a frat party in Downtown San Jose. Even through the exhaustion I ended up going anyways. The house was packed and was really interesting, it had an eerie yet welcoming vibe to it. Downstairs was House/Electro music and upstairs was the bar and Top 40/Hip-Hop. Let's just say I stayed downstairs for most of the night. It was pretty eventful, from feeling the floor literally shake beneath my feet, someone puking on the speakers, finding a Krispy Kreme in my hand and finding the car I rode in ticket free while the car right behind us was fined. 

That's what I call a fun day!


December 14, 2011

Last final of the quarter

Good bye, to the worst instructor I've ever had in school. Good bye, dreaded 7 A.M. Chemistry class. Good bye, to having to get to school this dark and parking in the lot forever alone.

December 7, 2011

Good-bye.

Growing up, there's always going to be sacrifices you're going to have to make. From things you held important to you once before, might have to be something you let go in order to live a more comfortable life- if not is necessary to move on.


Every day I feel an internal struggle, nights do not always promise sleep, sweet dreams aren't always sweet and new days don't always mean fresh starts. I feel as if this constant annoyance is reminding me of all the things I intended to change in my life, but have failed to do so. From finally accepting myself for who I am, self- love and finding a balance in life ... the ways of life seem to have kept me away from achieving these things by distracting me with other events, that I may or may not have handled so well. I'm pretty sure the amount of medication I'm taking right now is just tacking onto the stress with all it's side effects as well, it scares me.



It honestly feels like, no one understands what I'm going through and that no one can help me but myself.